Where your heart is... there your treasure will be

I was just on the bus home, reflecting. Finally realising how off I was. My heart has been seeking other things. I have been chasing after school issues, relationship and friend issues, computer game issues, etc. Finally, a stark realisation came upon me... How long has it been? When was the last time since my heart was focused on seeking God alone and not my own selfish interests? I know, roughly, during the times where my focus was right and I was constantly correcting my life's focus, God made His miracles and I was probably the most 'productive' and grew the most then. I remember my 1st Semester in school was the best time, especially after being fired up by the 2 Karen trips. What happened? That did. Now I say I recovered, but am I still in its wake? Lord, aren't I out yet? Or is it harder than it seems?

Well... Thank you Lord always, for being there for me. The sweetness of feeling close to you, the lingering in your presence... Lord I just want you. I dunno what my future holds. I trust you and I just wanna love you now. Correct my heart where it errs. Mercy, I pray and I know you care.

A brief look at the past.

I had a chance to look at the past yesterday. Leaves me wondering was I closer to God before? Was I more on fire before? Or am I a better Christian today? Never imagined how God would allow me to have a scar such as that... I used to idealised having a clean spotless slate. However, I know God only has plans that are for good for me. Well... I can gladly say I am finally rid of all physical remembrance of the past and ready to live without being bothered by it anymore.

Oleh!!
Bertrand

Wounded Soldier

Haha...

War is raging... Gotta admit I've been hurt by the attacks... I'm picking up again... slowly but surely... The war has already been won by Jesus. This victory is already mine to claim.


Looking back... I see my wounds and blows dealt unto me by the enemy... that leaves to constantly think... So how many wounds have I inflicted on the enemy?

Bertrand

Lord, My Everything

You are my everything.

Nothing your love won't bring.

My life is yours alone.

The only love I've ever known.

Your spirit pulls me through,

When nothing else will do.

Every night I pray,

On bended knee,

That you will always be,

My everything.

Thank you Lord for loving me and always being there for me.

Valentines day is tomorrow...

No matter how others may see it, I know the true lover has never left me and always celebrates with me... Always.